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The Dark Mountain which I have crossed. [Experience]

Hey, Amazing person, This post is about my recent tragic experience, So if you are in a good mood and don't want to ruin it. You can skip reading this post. It might be a bit negative and sad. Anyways I wish you a wonderful time. Stay blessed and happy. The Split I had a breakup recently, even tho it wasn't much of a breakup per se. But still, I and the other person are not communicating with each other anymore, so technically it is kind of a breakup. I have been in many proper breakups throughout my life, like where you get to talk with each other about your problems with one another Or about the guy/girl you're meeting with new and got to like them. But this one is not even close to any of that yet it's very tragic, painful, and scarring for me.  I am writing this as an experience journal that I can look back to and also share my same feeling with others who are going through similar situations. It's safe to say now that, "Sometimes life teaches you lessons, ...

Jealousy, the vicious part of our emotion. [Experience]

What is Jealous? A quick google would tell you, "jeal·ous /ˈjeləs/ adjective 1. feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages. " My experience with jealousy. In my whole life, I wasn't a jealous person, or at least I believed so. I never really got seriously jealous about anything. Maybe for silly things, like when comparing the number of chocolates my brother got and getting jealous of it. But that's that. I never really progressed further than that. My perspective of jealousy was, it's just a silly emotion, and not everyone will have it especially me.  The incident that made me realize, I am not immune to feel jealous. I experienced obsessive jealousy recently through an unanticipated incident.      What happened was, I met this person, And they were always nice to me and I realized that never felt this much warmth and comfort with anyone before. Also, I knew the fact that they are very precious and unique which created this urge of k...

Fashion is not a progressive creativity (anymore). [Thought]

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What is fashion? A quick google would tell you, "fash·ion /ˈfaSHən/ noun 1. a popular trend, especially in styles of dress and ornament or manners of behavior." It's a quite representable meaning. A popular trend in the dressing style of the generation and cultures. Or behavior of the individuals.  I am not a very fashion cultured person myself. To be honest, I lack in any fashion sense. I have been told many times to dress accordingly and not to dress plain (basically flannels all the time) . But I don't really care about other's opinions much. Because as long as I feel comfortable and have enough mobility while wearing whatever I am wearing, I am A-Okay. I will be sharing my point of view on the topic of "Fashion". Sit back, fix your glasses (if you have of course),  and enjoy reading my opinion.   Age of Consumerism We all live in the era of consumerism. Where everyone is taught and are supposed to buy and consume as much stuff as they could in their ...

The meaning of Love in my reality. [Thought]

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  Hello everyone,                    I am writing this after two years, I have been busy through these years. I have experienced new episodes and tastes in the past years. Hopefully, I will write about it in the coming days or months. So anyway let's get into today's topic, which is "Love". Yes, Love, One of the most prestigious traits among humans. Many of us know what is love and what is to be feel loved. But in this post, I am gonna be talking about Love through my eyes. I will talk about my experience of being in "Love" and what it means to me. What is "Love"? What is the meaning of love? By Googling, we find out  Love means: 1) an intense feeling of deep affection. 2)  a great interest and pleasure in something. I know many of you know this already, but in my word, I would explain love to be "the feeling that arises when you find out about someone or something which you want to invest time, care, and protection from e...

Life, What exactly is life ? [Thought]

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Hello everyone,                    Today I am going to talk about life, the life which we all have and some only know the purpose of it. Many could understand it delicately, and some will be willing to know but could never keep up with it. Whatever I have written here today, Is just my pure opinion and it may or may not be a fact, but nonetheless let me elaborate it to you. Why are we here? We are not here to enjoy and merry every time, we are all here to respect the creation and do whatever the life has given you and let it go with the flow. Let me ask you something, What religion are you? and how did you get that religion as yours, even if its atheist or agonist. You are what you are because that is what you're born with. But without coming into this World, You wouldn't have known your religion. Because that is just the way it is, there is no explanation for it. You can definitely change your belief ...