DaRudeMonkie's Blog

Hey, Amazing person, This post is about my recent tragic experience, So if you are in a good mood and don't want to ruin it. You can skip reading this post. It might be a bit negative and sad. Anyways I wish you a wonderful time. Stay blessed and happy. The Split I had a breakup recently, even tho it wasn't much of a breakup per se. But still, I and the other person are not communicating with each other anymore, so technically it is kind of a breakup. I have been in many proper breakups throughout my life, like where you get to talk with each other about your problems with one another Or about the guy/girl you're meeting with new and got to like them. But this one is not even close to any of that yet it's very tragic, painful, and scarring for me.  I am writing this as an experience journal that I can look back to and also share my same feeling with others who are going through similar situations. It's safe to say now that, "Sometimes life teaches you lessons, ...

What is Jealous? A quick google would tell you, "jeal·ous /ˈjeləs/ adjective 1. feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages. " My experience with jealousy. In my whole life, I wasn't a jealous person, or at least I believed so. I never really got seriously jealous about anything. Maybe for silly things, like when comparing the number of chocolates my brother got and getting jealous of it. But that's that. I never really progressed further than that. My perspective of jealousy was, it's just a silly emotion, and not everyone will have it especially me.  The incident that made me realize, I am not immune to feel jealous. I experienced obsessive jealousy recently through an unanticipated incident.      What happened was, I met this person, And they were always nice to me and I realized that never felt this much warmth and comfort with anyone before. Also, I knew the fact that they are very precious and unique which created this urge of k...